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Monday, 11 May 2009

  • Can't Focus & Stressed out for Math!!!

    Today, I have some sort of mental block in my mind.  When I try to study for math, there is no words or formula sticking into my mind.  I can't seem to focus and I'm seriously feeling stressed out.  I don't even know why I took this damn class. I thought it might help me & needing it to further more into the health fields.  I'm trying so hard to like this class, but I can't seem to enjoy math at all.  I truly hate to think about these formulas & knowing how to use them.  It's just way too much. I know I feel this way because its almost towards the end of spring semester.  I'm loving & enjoying all of my other classes except again for math.  Geez!!!! I need some sort of math brain power to memories these damn formula.

    Any suggestion how to relieve these stress and how to love math.  I just can't seem to like math "AT ALL"!

Saturday, 18 April 2009

  • Free writing

    I try to give myself a good piece of advice to always think positive and not to loss focus on the most important things that I need to achieve in my life.  But sometimes, I go onto this weird emotional times in my life where I allow unnecessary things interfere with what is real versus what is not.  Sometimes I feel the world around me tries to block certain things in my life that would allow me to move forward in life.  I don't know why I find it so hard to jump over these high hurdle that I keep running into. There are some days I believe that I'm confident enough to believe that I'm ready to move forward and always seeking for what is next to come.  But when the moment I begin to feel the strength that everything is beginning to look clear to me, for some reason when I begin to look away for a quick glimpse I begin to stumble and fall again.  I would fall back down the ground not seeing that there was somethings that had blocked my way that had made me stumble.  Then I begin to lose confident again because I had fallen not seeing the walkway that I thought it was clear to me.  So I begin to feel that I'm back to square one, when I begin to lose faith, confident and believe in myself.  But I know that I have to stay strong and try to stay grounded.  So I free write and express all my thoughts on this xanga thing when I don't really have anyone to turn too when I'm feeling all weird-ed out with my thoughts and emotions. So the only person that I turn to is myself.  I find it hard to express some of my thoughts to others just because I feel no one would really truely understand me.  So i begin to go to my psych mood when I feel I go insane dwelling on the negatives things that I start to think of.  Then I begin to feel sad & easily tear drops falls down.  I try not to show any emotions because like I said, I'd like to stay strong & keep grounded.  As I get older, my mind starts to detoriate and this is the part when I feel when I can't think right, this is when I think things begins to get complicated & it drives me crazy. 

Sunday, 25 January 2009

  • Anne Maglaya favorite quote.

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    “The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we’ve lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we’ve found each other.  And maybe each time, we’ve been forced apart for the same reasons.  That means that this goodbye is both a good-bye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude to what will come.

     When I look at you, I see your beauty and grace and know they have grown stronger with every life you have lived.  And I know I have spent every life before this one searching for you.  Not someone like you, but you, for your soul and mine must always come together.  And then, for a reason neither of us understands, we’ve been forced to say good-bye. 

    I would love to tell you that everything will work out for us, and I promise to do all I can to make sure it does.  But if we never meet again and this is truly good-bye, I know we will see each other again in another life.  We will find each other again, and maybe the stars will have changed, and we will not only love each other in that time, but for all the times we’ve had before.” (pg 121-122, The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks)

Wednesday, 30 July 2008

  • Tips for Life



    1.) Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate antidepressant.
    2.) Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to.
    3.) Always pray and make time to exercise.
    4.) Spend more time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of Six.
    5.) Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants And eat less foods that are manufactured in Plants.
    6.) Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat broccoli, almonds & walnuts.
    7.) Try to make at least three people smile each day.
    8.) Clear your clutter from your house, car, desk and let new and flowing energy into your life.
    9.) Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead, invest your energy in the positive present moment.
    10.) Realize that life is a school and you are here To learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum That appear and fade away like algebra class.....but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
    11.) Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince And dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card.
    12.) Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
    13.) Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
    14.) Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
    15.) You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
    16.) Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
    17.) Don't compare your life to others'. You have no Idea what their journey is all about.
    18.) Ladies - Go on and burn those 'special' scented Candles, use the 600 thread count sheets, the good China and wear fancy lingerie now. Stop waiting for a special occasion. Every day is special.
    19.) No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
    20.) Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will this matter?'
    21.) Forgive everyone for everything.
    22.) What other people think of you is none of your business.
    23.) Time heals almost everything. Give time, time!
    24.) However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
    25.) Your job won't take care of you when you are Sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch with them.
    26.) Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
    27.) Envy is a waste of time.
    28.) The best is yet to come.
    29.) No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
    30.) Do the right thing!
    31.) Call your family often.
    32.) Each night before you go to bed complete the Following statements: 'I am thankful for __________.' Today I accomplished _________.
    33.) Enjoy the ride. Remember that this is not Disney World and you certainly don't want a fast Pass. You only have one ride through life so make The most of it and enjoy the ride. LIVE, LOVE, LAUGH. LIFE'S A PRESENT ... UNWRAP IT!

Saturday, 26 July 2008

  • My boo by Usher






    Usher:
    There's always that one person
    that will always have your heart
    You never see it coming cause
    you're blinded from the start
    Know that you're that one for me,
    it's clear for everyone to see
    Ooh baby, you will always be my boo

    Jermaine Depri
    I don't know about y'all
    but I know about us and uhh
    it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)

    Usher Verse
    Do you remember girl, who was
    the one who gave you your first kiss
    Cause I remember girl who was the one
    who said put your lips like this
    Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
    Girl I was there and you were my baby

    Chorus 1:Usher
    It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
    Now another brothers' taken over but its'
    still in your eyes (my boo)
    Even though we use to argue it's alright
    (it's alright girl, that's okay)
    And if we haven't seen each other in a while,
    but you will always be my boo

    Chorus 2: Beyonce
    I loved you when we were younger you were mine
    And when I see from time to time I still feel like,
    And if I see you no matter how I try to hide
    And even though there's another man who's in my life, you will always be my boo

    Beyonce Verse
    Yes I remember boy, cause after we
    kissed I'm never gonna whipe my lips
    Yes I remember boy,
    that you were the one I would grow old with
    Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
    Boy I was there and you were my baby

    Chorus 1: Usher
    It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
    Now another brothers' taken over but its'
    still in your eyes (my boo)
    Even though we use to argue it's alright
    (it's alright girl, that's okay)
    And if we haven't seen each other in a while,
    but you will always be my boo

    Chorus 2: Beyonce
    It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
    And see from time from time i still feel like(my boo)
    See no matter how i try to hide
    (it's alright now, it's okay)
    even though there's another man in my life
    you will always be my boo

    Bridge
    My ooh my ohh my ohh my ohh my boo (repeat)

    Usher
    It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
    Now another brothers' taken over but its'
    still in your eyes (my boo)
    Even though we use to argue it's alright
    (it's alright, it's okay)
    And if we haven't seen each other in a while,
    but you will always be my boo

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